I’m at the point in my recovery process where learning to lose weight the healthy way is extremely important. I dont know how successful I’m being. I get really upset when I can’t run and I’m redeveloping the fear of weight gain. I’ve lost 20 pounds and I’m terrified to gain it back. Maybe I’m just being too hard on myself. I’m just really scared that anorexia is slowly creeping back up on me. I have faith in myself. I think I can make it through. Prayers would be appreciated, support is an amazing help :) I can do this